Choices

Life is so full of choices. Choices in what to wear, what to eat, who to be friends with, where to go to church, what movies I should/shouldn't watch and so many more. Sometimes the choices are not easy to make and take much thought. Other times the choice is as simple as choosing vanilla over chocolate. I've had choices to make and they have not been easy.
Lately the choice I've been struggling with is, do I truly trust God for His Best in my life? That is an every day choice. Do I choose to live in His Presence or do I take control? I want to say that I always choose His Presence but that would not be true. There are times I take everything into my own hands. When I do that, life is good for a little bit but then it comes crashing down around me. In my head and heart I do want to be in His Presence always. The question then becomes what am I doing to be in His Presence always? Am I reading His Word? Am I talking with Him (not only at Him, but am I listening to Him)? Am I seeking wise counsel?
I know the answers should be Yes, but honestly I have not been as focused on Him as I should be. I am thankful that I can make a choice to change and make those answers a Yes.
Until next time!
Blessings to you~~